Tuesday, October 31, 2006

tagal ko na palang hindi nakakapag-post dito..sa dinami-dami ng mga ginagawa kong kung anu-ano, 'di ko pa naisingit 'to..hehe..buti nalang may nagpapaalala..hehe..

Andaming nangyari the past few weeks..for one, ung Hitting the Mark Seminar ni Lolo Bailey (close kami e)..it really posed a challenge to go on to maturity and help those who are young in the faith..andami ko din natutunan at na-realize na dapat pala talagang baguhin sa sarili ko..although napakahirap, inuunti-unti na ni Lord..

isang example nalang e itong nakalipas na enrolment namin..the Lord really taught me about patience..tulad nga nung butterfly na dapat hintayin mo talaga siya na lumabas, etc..sa patience, and everything else, kelangang hayaan natin si Lord na i-work out satin ung mga dapat na baguhin sa atin..Kasi pag sinubukan natin na takasan o layuan ung problema, hindi nabubuo ung perfect will ni Lord sa atin..

kaya pala nung enrolment e pinagtagal ako ni Lord - kasi pala gusto Niyang matutunan ko ung patience through that trial..mula 11:50 hanggang 4:00 pm nasa skul ako..para lang maayos lahat nung bayarin..But for me it's worth the wait..dami nmn ako natutunan..

as the Potter shapes the clay into a vessel, He continues to destroy it and remodel it so that it can become a better and better vessel until the Potter is satisfied with His work..I believe na ito ung mga words na appropriate para sa naging experience ko..

O nga pala, kagabi, Oct. 30, '06, 1st Year Anniv. ng YR Leaders' e GMeeting..at pagkasaya-saya namin dun..again..i thank the Lord for His faithfulness and His presence sa bawat isa..it could never have been if it were not for Him..

All things work together for the good of those who love Him..

Kaya keep believing..God is in control..even when we think things are goin' the wrong way..Thank You for reading..God Bless You, Reader..

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Senti sa Jeep..

Ala lang..ang kulit lng nung mga bagay na na-realize ko nung pauwi na ako..I don't quite remember kung kahapon o last week..basta..I enjoyed realizing those things that make life as it is..simple and very common pero sakin, chaka ko lang na-realize na totoo nga talaga..

Life is short..kaya make the most out of it..

Don't think highly of yourself. Don't say to yourself that you're better than others..If they think the same, then whose better than who? Consider them to be higher than you, at most..But that's no reason to say that you should put yourself at the bottom of the list..It doesn't mean that you should pity yourself for having to think that everyone around is you better than you..You weren't made to stay at the bottom of the pile..

You were made uniquely..So you're different from them..and so why compare?..just learn to respect others, because most others(if not all), will respect you the way you do them..

Find your place - no one's gonna take it anyway..it's made specially for you..just make sure that you occupy it and not waste it on worthless stuff..

Keep focused on your purpose..it produces passion...Be sensitive enough..but not too much - you tend to be annoying that way, believe me..

Get pre-occupied with stuff..just don't include too much of one aspect..it tends to grow bigger and swallow you until you find yourself stuck..i was lucky to come out still "alive.."

I just realized, the more I type, the less time I have to stop and listen - and rest of course..


Hehe..I still have my exams, at di pa ko nakakapag-aral..hehe..but it's ok..sanay na rin ako e..But I make sure that even before the proctor comes into the room, naka-pray na ko..

And I thank God for the exams kung saan tinulungan niya ko..and sa mga susunod pa..

I don't expect you to be inspired by those words sa itaas pero, it's always up to you..God Bless You, Reader..

Senti sa Jeep..

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Waaa..nakakatoxic na talaga ang skul..hehe..now I know how they felt nung yung mga ate at kuya jan ung nag-aaral pa..

kaya nga antagal ko nang hindi nakakagawa ng post dito sa blog ko..buti nalang may mga nagpapaalala parin..sa totoo lang, i'm just lucky enough na maisingit ito sa aking tight sked..lalo na ngayon at lapit na ang finals..

As usual..problemado ako..hindi lang dahil sa mga studies, pati na rin sa PE..ako ginawang leader, so todo alala..waaa..antagal matapos ng 1st sem namin!!

Pero despite the hardships, I've learned a lot..I still God kasi He's really working sa buhay ko..sa daming problema, it's virtually impossible na hindi si God ang gumagawa niyan..Lately, binabasa ko ang PDL..actually mula pa nung September un..September 1, to be exact..sinimulan ko nun at salamat kay Lord at tuloy parin ako hanggang ngayon..

And sure enough, andami kong natutunan na I really do have a purpose..Kahit na maraming struggles, part yun ng service ko sa kanya..dun na rin ni Lord bine-break yung pride ko and dun na rin Niya lalong hinahabaan ung patience ko..pati na rin ung pakikitungo ko sa ibang tao..

Whew..it's been a very difficult semester..but I know that "His plans are higher than mine.."

That's why I still continue this service..because in the end..it's all gonna be worth it..please pray for me parin po..God Bless You, Reader..