Sunday, April 08, 2007

CAMP and all that GREATNESS!!

GGGGGRRRRRAAAAABBBBBEEEEE!!!!!

To the max yung FMCC Camp '07..just got home..at sobra-sobra ang pagod ng katawan ko.. my strength was still not enough.. but the LORD's strength was more than enough! I feel sooooooooooooooo refreshed after the Lord's mighty move sa camp.. And the happenins' really lived up to its theme: The FIRE of GOD.. it's just amazing what the Lord can do if you surrender to His will and if you yield to the move of the Holy Spirit..

Words are really not enough to describe the Lord's presence.. but what i know is that IT WAS AMAZING!! Hallelujah for His glory and power..!!

Simulan na ang kwentong ga-nobela..

To start off, advanced party ako..hindi un ung mga tao na nagpa-party ng mas maaga kesa sa celebrator (unang akala ko nung bata pa 'ko).. un ung mga nauuna sa site for preparations.. at talaga nga naman na mejo hectic na ang sched ko nun..kahit 'la nmn na ako pasok.. so kinalas ko at lahat ung P.A. at ung mga iba pa na pwedeng ayusin.. Tuesday - nakuha ko na ung clearance ko and thank God at nakapasa nga ako sa lahat.. so no more worries para sa camp..ala na ung burden of summer classes! oh yeah..that's right! so..mejo prepare-prepare na 'ko ng gamit ko..like clothes..utensils..etc. dahil mahirap na ang mahuli sa ayusan.. napilitan pa 'ko maglaba nun..hehe..yes..

Wednesday..the day has come! aalis na kame..after mag-prepare..at hindi pa 'ko fully prepared.. dahil wala pang strings ang aking remedied guitar.. at andami pang kinalas ni kuya arjun..na mga wires, etc..kaya kamuntik-muntikan na 'kong inde makabili ng strings..naman..siyempre kelangan ng gitara sa camp, no.. at matapos kong madaliin na mabili ung strings ko (naulanan pa ko nun..), tuloy na ang final preparations..aba at akalain mo nga naman.. minamadali na rin ako.. kaya nakakaasar mang isipin..may mga naiwan akong gamit..bummer tlga..pero sige lang..andun na kame e..kesa naman ipahatid ko on the same day diba..so mejo tiis na lang muna.. kahit mahirap..kung gusto mo malaman, ang naiwan ko lang naman e ung aking "essential" mp3 player..hirap din no.. tapos andun pa yung battery ko na isa.. kaya inde ko ma-charge yung dala ko na kapartner nun..kaya ayun..tiis nlng.. kinahapunan..sa wakas e tumunog na rin ang Sound System.. kala ko magtatagal pa kami dun e..tapos kain na! ng Spanish Sardines! ansarap grabe! ang mejo masaklap lang nung wednesday.. all we were left to do was wait for da tomorrow na pagkatagal-tagal dumating kasi inde kami inaantok habang nagbabantay!! kaya, punta ako sa kanila ninang janette.. at humingi ako ng fud.. ang matindi nun.. ayaw ako paalisin..so dun muna 'ko sa tent nila..kwentuhan kame..hehe..iniwan ko si kuya Ge' dun sa auditorium..hehe.. pero pagbalik ko naman e may tent na sa loob ng auditorium..kaya may tulugan na kame! iwas lamok lang..hehe..ang dagdag pa dun e ung insect repellant spray..na expired..aba akalain mo nga naman..gumagana pa..! so ayun..kwentuhan kami ni kuya gerald ng hanggang 12am..tapos tulog..

Thursday - CAMP DAY, AT LAST..! pero hintay pa rin kame..at sa wakas e nagdatingan na sila..one by one.. i mean vehicle by vehicle.. and before i knew it..pagpunta ko sa camp site e nag usbungan na ng parang kabute yung mga tents..'stig nga e..hehe.. and the Camp was officially opened after nung prayer for the camp.. rules were laid out, etc.. afterwards, youth naman yung nag-organize..so the different young people were separated into groups.. tapos nag-assign ng mga leaders.. buti nlng co-leader ako ni Ate Kaye..hehe..so ayun..Youth Cells #1.. rest.. and by rest i mean bantay ako sa auditorium.. bantay ako sa mga gamit dun.. which went on until the camp ended, sa totoo lang.. so ayun.. may pumalit naman sakin, thank God.. tapos ligo.. tapos kain.. tapos Revival Night..and truly it was..preach si Rev. Dennis Teague..actually may mga kasama siya..so team sila..na talaga nga namang blessings 'til the end of camp..grabe na ito..so ayun.. pinag-pray ung iba't ibang mga tao..under specific conditions/positions.. at talaga nga naman na blessing.. so ayun.. tulog ako sa auditorium after all was said and done..hehe.. latag ng kutson..kumot..unan..Bible..ayun..aral muna ng ishe-share sa Youth Cell namin..

Friday - (grabe haba na neto a!) gising ako ng maaga..so ayun..pray at basa ng Bible.. abang ng pupunta sa auditorium para naman makapunta ako for devotions sa youth ng MZCF..so ayun.. tapos prepare ako for any activities na mangangailangan ng Hall.. at ayun na nga.. may session pala kami..and afterwards..uuuhh..teka..teka lang..uuuhhh..aaah! Youth Cells.. jan gumana yung binigay ni Lord na Word para sa group namin..by the way, Kindness ang pangalan ng group namin.. so ayun.. mejo kinabahan pa talaga ako nung mga panahon na yon..kasi nga i'm going to be talking/speaking to young people who are older than me..or ka-age ko lang.. 17-19 kasi ang age bracket na hawak namen..so mejo kinakabahan..but thank the Lord's grace kasi Siya talaga yung nagsasalita nung mga oras na yun.. and glory to Him for His victory and the substance of His Word..tapos free time! ayon..tama..kaya nung free time..inde ako free..nasa auditorium ako nun..tama nga ba..? oo yata..hehe.. tapos isang matinding Revival night ang sumalubong..grabe ang worship! talagang basking in His presence is refreshing..exhausting, for the body, but refreshing for the soul & spirit..ibang klase yung presence ni Lord! talagang sigawan, talunan, taasan ng kamay, palakpakan! talagang wwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww!!!

Saturday - (wwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttt???! ambilis ng oras!) aba talaga nga namang ang bungad ng araw e Youth Cell..8am YC na agad..buti nlng si ate kaye ang magtuturo..hehe..pero games muna! at nagkataon na ang saya-saya ng aming group! seriously! grabe nakakatuwa sila na kasama! Go Kindness Group!! yeah!! pero i really learned dun na we have to have the fire of knowing and obeying God.. it's all part of the sacrifice..mamaya ko na lang idi-discuss yung mga natutunan ko..hehe..pero pramis..andami..so ayun.. after ng sharing.. parusahan time! yung mga natalo sa games namen..kinanta ang BEAM song..nang may kaharap..at nang hindi tumatawa..at nakakatawa sila!! wahehehe!! grabe na ito! hehe.. tapos.. prepare na ulet kame.. for YOUTH REVIVE! and when the HOLY SPIRIT moves, walang makapagsasabi talaga! and true enough..inde na nakapagshare si Ptr. Mike Oleis..worship lng talaga..and again..basking in His presence..tapos sila free time..kami naman sa Ministers and Workers' Forum..at muntik na kami (well actually late na kami) ma-late..kaya lang hindi kami late e kasi kami yung leaders..hehe..batas e no..daya..hehe..pero ayun..si Lord ulet yung nagsalita thru me..tapos pinag-pray namin isa-isa.. and then the tokens..courtesy of ate kaye (babawi din ako!)..hehe..tapos pirmahan and more tawanan at pictures..

At ang revival night..again..again..again..His presence was just so awesome! grabe na talaga! after ng worship..another call to be prayed for..pero ito iba na..dito talaga very evident ang falling of the fire of God.. so this is how it went..yung mga ministers/pastors/team nila Rev. Dennis..in two lines..magkakatapat..and then they formed the "tunnel of fire.." yung mga gusto maipag-pray dadaan sa loob..and then per pair..ipagpe-pray yung dadaan..hanggang sa dulo.. puwera na lang kung talagang ma-touch ng Holy Spirit at bumagsak..then..pull out na para makadaan ang iba..chaka para makapag-"personal time" sila with the Lord.. so ako naman..sige dalawang camera na ang dala ko..for video..and for snapshots..at talaga nga naman..ubusan ng battery or memory..which ever came first..sige lang..grabe ung haba nung pila! pero mas grabe ung presence..habang tumatagal..sumasarap..parang ganun..(parang beer un a..) pero grabe lang talaga..hebigats! so nung mejo maikli na at mejo nabawasan na yung ginagawa ko..nakipila na rin ako..and then..ayon..the Lord just filled me with His words and His presence..todo tongues and prayer..grabe.. ang sarap ng presence! tapos nung wala nang iba..yung mga ministers mismo e bagsakan din dahil sa presence thru prayer..ksi pinag-pray sila e..at ayun na nga! tumbahan din sila, tawanan (Holy Laughter), at iba pa.. tapos kantahan ulet! grabe..paguran talaga..pero it was worth the sweat and the exhaustion, if only to receive His blessing!

Sunday - (aaaaaayyyy..tapos na yung camp agad! bitin!!!! o hinde!) It's Resurrection Sunday.. so maaga kame..kaya hindi rin ako masyado nakatulog ng maayos..peroafter all was said and done, ayun.. officially closed na ang camp..then the baptism..at ligpitan blues..haaay..kalungkot lng kasi inde na ko naka-mingle with other youth..kasi pagod din chaka bantay ako sa Hall..pero ok lang.. yun yung sacrifice ko e..kaya sige ako..my sacrifice is for Him!! nakakapagod man.. it's all for His greater glory..at eto ko ngayon..pagod pero nagawa ko ung blog ko..hehe..thank God for His Goodness..Blessed be His great name FOREVER! HALLELUJAH!!

things i've learned naman.. when the Holy Spirit moves..walang makakapagsabi..when He wants us to worship..we better worship! the fire of knowing Him and Obeying Him with gladness are things that we must yearn for..kasi knowing the Lord is knowing His Love..knowing His sacrifice..and obeying Him is our response to His sacrifice..therefore, we get to follow His footsteps, and offer up our sacrfices as well..offering up our lives..our walk life, thought life, our character, the fat that is stored..and ourselves..offering up our time, our efforts..our comfort zones.. kasi we have to get out..just get out of those comfort zones that hinder us from letting go and offering up our sacrifices to God..if we get out, no matter the cost, no matter the circumstance, no matter what the future may hold, it is all in His hands..we just have to surrender to His will.. because it is the best for us..We must be fire that really burns..we should have the fire that is intense.. the heart that is not "lukewarm.." We must let the LORD's fire purify us and change us..we must be mature enough to offer up our sacrifices, even our greatest desires and passions..for the Lord to fill us and lead us..for His fire to purify and test us..for His fire to just burn and burn and burn in us..until we are wholly consumed..for His glory..for His honor..for Him..Hallelujah..For Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

may this be an encouragement and a blessing to us..God Bless You, Reader..

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Only by the Lord's grace can i be proud of my grades..! hehe.. i thank Him for His goodness kasi nakapasa na'ko sa Physics 205! kahit ba isang malaking 3.00 ang aking grade (dahil sa alam ko naman na un ung grade ko..), it's still enough to thank the Lord!

actually, pati integral calculus ko e 3.00 din, pero, it's still the Lord's mercy..and as for my other grades..

Computer Programming II - 2.5
Technical Communication - 1.25
Pagbasa at Pagsulat sa Iba't Ibang Disiplina - 1.75
NSTP Civic Welfare Training Service II - 1.0
Basic Volleyball - 1.0
Christian Ethics - 2.0
College Physics II (lab) - 2.0
General Psychology - 2.25

The Lord be blessed for His goodness..! God Bless You, Reader..